mental break down

dear blog...

tak tahu kenapa..tak tahu mengapa..I'm sad..so sad..

semalam menangis teresak-esak..sedu sedan dan pelbagai lagi..rasa2nya tak pernah menangis seteruk ini selepas putus cinta 4-5 tahun lepas....hehehe..

It's just..I'm become so sensitive...sensetive sebab period kah...? everybody busy..time orang nak merisik sumer tak de..mujur uat merisik..kalo bertunang mesti sumer orang pun tak de..so sad..

sebab ni kah..?
alahaii cik maryam jameelah bt noh...awak ni serapuh ni ke..? takk kan sebab ni berjurai-jurai air mata tu keluar..tahu x..dalam tears tu a lot of protein n antibody inside..kenapa nak bazirkan macam tu je..? hahahaha

I dont know may be sebab masa kot...time kene part hari plng sensitif hehehe..sabo je la

Benci

Benci raksasa jahat..!!!

Its just about 3 weeks to go..but we fight like hell..menyampah!!y dont u calm me down as usual..knapa nak tunjuk ego macam ni. Kenapa time2 macam ni...I hate raksasa jahat..benci!!?benci!! I know it my false..but it yours too..da mnta maaf. ..its over isnt it..damn..suddenly hate my self even more..

Hope its over..

Its just a habit dat u need him by ur side..when u overcome dat habit..it will gone..u can do it..just what u did before..he's nothing special..he's nothing..yet y u cry like hell..dammit!!

D time of my life

Hehehe abes sudah membaca ini buku...suddenly teringat..buku cclia yg i suruh one of my ex tolong belikan...ngatkan leh dapat free upe2nye kena bayor gak..even he's richer than me...hehehhee
But now..i've got someone..even not rich as him..not clever as him..but lg pemurah dr dia...love me so much compare to him...amboiii mngungkit nampak hahahahhaa..
Mana ada just tringt..d old time..